I had a lot of asks about the poetry, so I thought I’d give you some more. Reminder : these have been written over time. They do not necessarily provide a window into my current frame of mind.

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No silence, just a bunch of noise

Need your lips to fill the void

You bring me love and bring me joy

I’d give it all to be your toy

 

No More Fears

Lost in my head

Sometimes i wish i was dead

So many scars

Life is just too hard

I search for that lining

So silver and shining

But my mind goes dark

And the devil leaves his mark

Feel I’ve lost all hope

Is everything just a joke

I gave all my heart

There’s no new place to start

Just want to drift away

Don’t want to see another day

Make me disappear

So I’m left with no more fears.

The Ring

It was an odd feeling

Kind of like an itch

I reached to scratch it

And it felt odd

For a moment i was confused

Then i remembered

I no longer wore a ring

wrote this in high school. It wasn’t about or for anyone. Just wanted to write something in English that would make my teacher question my sanity. Lol

Looking in her eyes

He spoke those four special words

With tears, she said yes.

I want to kill you

and watch your blood spill outwards

till death do us part

Sitting in my room

feeling so very alone

death seems so natural